Every so often I come to an awareness that I am a straddler. An in-between. I straddle different cultures, social groups, disciplines, religions. It is an advantage, being able to relate to a variety of people. It's also very lonely because there are so few of us who can relate to each other.
This week I found myself without an interview appointment, and peeled off my corporate job-seeking skin. I stepped out and began thirsting for meaningful conversation, something that would nourish the soul. I have had some good conversations, swam in poetry, prose and music. But my soul still feels very dry and shriveled, and I'm hoping, trusting that it will be full again soon.
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i always struggled with that - being a straddler. i was at times very comfortable with it, and yet, always wondering if it meant that there was something wrong with me. i'm learning, though, that it doesn't...
I understand your sentiment, and I don't think it means there's anything wrong with me, though it's hard to believe that sometimes. Something in me suspects that I'm not as alone as I feel, and that many people feel the same way at different points of time. It's just hard for us to find each other at the right time.
I think I can kind of relate too... living in different cultures since young (korea-brazil-argentina, etc) kind of made me become a little bit of everything but never one thing 100% ... lol idk if that makes sense.
americans see me as fob, brazilians see me as fob, yet koreans see me as a foreigner. kind of interesting, actually lol
...idk if this is exactly what you are referring to haha
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